Alaska

I saw Into the Wild last night with Will. It made me want to get rid of everything and just disappear. I think I could do it. Part of me wants to get rid of my cell phone and just mail letters to everyone. Can you imagine the freedom you would have by just being on your own in nature. That's the one thing I would love to do. I just want to be surrounded by nature and not have to worry about all the bullshit that comes with life. I hate all of life's problems. I know everyone does, but I mean seriously, how is it that life can just be so shitty sometimes. I'm not saying that my life is shitty, but I would really appreciate just a small change. I would really like to not have to work so much and just focus all of my time and energy into school. I signed up for next semester. I'm finally getting there. It's funny because I can finally see some light at the end of the tunnel and it makes me a little happy. Like all my hard work is starting to pay off. I figured out what I want to do with the rest of my life. I want to be an architect. I want to start a family. I want to just disappear if I so desire. I am taking sixteen hours and working full-time next semester. I have pretty good grades, and I have started looking into actual universities I would like to transfer to. My list is as follows:
1) University of Michigan
2) Syracuse University
3) Northeastern
4) UMass
5) University of Maryland

If I could get into one of those schools I would be happy. We'll see what happens though. That's all I have for now.

Roger J. Spain
Over and Out.

Hamlet

I really like the new Between the Buried and me record, I think it has the potential to be the best record of the year. I can't stop listening to the last track, White Walls. I have been riding my Vespa a lot more and I couldn't enjoy it more, I suggest everyone give up their car and gets one of these. I haven't spent more than ten dollars on gas and have only had to fill it up once. Work is still whatever, I don't see the point in keeping me there all afternoon if I'm not closing but whatever, I doubt I'll be working afternoons anymore. I made my first payment for school on Tuesday, and I am really excited to go back. I've been out for about a year now and it was driving me nuts. I finally feel like I am moving in a positive direction in my life. I will be forced to get up earlier, I got up early as is, and I am pretty excited that I will get that much more out of my day. I'm taking thirteen hours this semester, and still working full time, should be interesting. I got an awesome new shirt today. I try not to buy black shirts anymore but I just can't help it. I also got stung by a wasp. There is a huge nest in the garage next to mine. I also went and rented some new movies. This Blockbuster movie pass is really awesome. I also went and saw Superbad with Tyler. Technically we went twice, but the first time someone pulled the fire alarm half way through the movie and fucked the whole thing. Anyways, we went back and it was well worth it. I highly suggest going to see it. I'll post pictures of some things here in the coming days, I work all weekend and start school on Monday, wish me luck.

RJ

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