Alaska

I saw Into the Wild last night with Will. It made me want to get rid of everything and just disappear. I think I could do it. Part of me wants to get rid of my cell phone and just mail letters to everyone. Can you imagine the freedom you would have by just being on your own in nature. That's the one thing I would love to do. I just want to be surrounded by nature and not have to worry about all the bullshit that comes with life. I hate all of life's problems. I know everyone does, but I mean seriously, how is it that life can just be so shitty sometimes. I'm not saying that my life is shitty, but I would really appreciate just a small change. I would really like to not have to work so much and just focus all of my time and energy into school. I signed up for next semester. I'm finally getting there. It's funny because I can finally see some light at the end of the tunnel and it makes me a little happy. Like all my hard work is starting to pay off. I figured out what I want to do with the rest of my life. I want to be an architect. I want to start a family. I want to just disappear if I so desire. I am taking sixteen hours and working full-time next semester. I have pretty good grades, and I have started looking into actual universities I would like to transfer to. My list is as follows:
1) University of Michigan
2) Syracuse University
3) Northeastern
4) UMass
5) University of Maryland

If I could get into one of those schools I would be happy. We'll see what happens though. That's all I have for now.

Roger J. Spain
Over and Out.